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Sunday, October 3, 2010 // 0 comment[s] don't know when it began... you think that : "everytime when you are not at my side, i will angry, not happy, and we will argue." i not lik this. but, when i think it properly, it's fact!!! everytime, especially when you back hometown, we will argue. maybe it's my problem. so, this time, i said to myself, i wouldn't let this happen again. Thursday, 30092010 pass!! Friday, 01102010 pass!! Saturday, 02102010 pass!! and the last day, Sunday, 03102010 failed!!!! Friday, almost fail. maybe misunderstand. but i tried to make the matter better, and didn't argue. i felt quite happy that i can did it. but today, i failed. don't know why. i just speak with soft voice, but you? not buy expensive stuff to me, i will happy. even some thing made by cheap materials, i will like it. just see whether you got the heart or not. some people, will give a small surprise to their love's one. doesn't matter when happy or sad. sometimes, no need to say out that i want this or that, then only you buy it. it is meaningless. everything is just i think. ya. all also i think. but, i got told what i thought. how i think, my opinion. if you can based on my opinion to do something, i will feel better. "reached home" "fin bath then eat" "tuition now" "online" "watching tv" "sleep now" if one day i starts to text all these, and everyday it's the same, then how? it just a notification. if i did not starts a conversation first, will you? i thought I've changed. cause i tried my best to control my emotional and temper. i thought i did it. but you didn't realize i guess. sometimes, i really tired to bother all these! but i didn't do it cause i know what i want. although i don't know when it starts, i hope it will end soon. Labels: My Thought |
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