it has been long time U come to find me.
i didn't realize when is the day.

every time i did it, U will find me and punish me.
ya. i know i did wrong, it was my fault.
U should punish me.
although sometimes i was force to do it.
just want to say : "aku akur"


yesterday evening, U come to find me again.
made me felt very uncomfortable.
i just think, i didn't do it.
why are U coming?
why did U want to punish me till lik this??
isn't it has an important message to let me know?
or it was the last alert to me?
till night U still don't want go.
please, let me go!!


i really didn't do it.
but U... ...
U come to find me in sudden cause of weather isn't it??
musim hujan??
maybe I'm right.


today morning, i think U're gone.
but U made me feel no mood and bored in class.
why both of U want to tease me?
it was exhausting!!
I'm in pain and i feel want to vomit!!

tolong, abang dan kakak! jangan berpakat dan mempermainkan aku lagi！


back home, no appetite.
omg!
come on!
i don't want to pretend in front of them anymore!

please, U, please go away~



i know i need to face it all by myself.
i know.
all by myself!!

Labels: Hopes and Desired, My Thought